no night out - no self(lessness)

when the sun finally hides

 and people go home to their televisions

 it is time to prepare

to live your fantasy self

with the people

in the real world

 and to find other creatures like yourself

to feel maybe a bit less alone

or weird

to see, feel, live

like they all do, too

to lose your mind

or breath

hopefully without doing things that aren't

too unforgivable for yourself

true means false

the drag is going on downwards

worlds collide

it's okay if you don't do whatever you want

 

because you can't

even if we feel alone

there are people

even if they don't show

with values

stronger than mine

and maybe yours

different sense of a paradise

that make us seem so different

when in fact

we might not know

what different really means

we live toghether

strings attached

maybe chained and restricted

or maybe hand in hand

better off alone pretending my own stories instead gazing at others

vampire daydreams

what is the difference between me and my picture

if i don't move?

living 

without realizing that your eyes

are already open

when the dark fades away

so slowly

and you find yourself

in an unexpected reality

you're not dreaming

but can you prove it?