no night out - no self(lessness)

when the sun finally hides

 and people go home to their televisions

 it is time to prepare

to live your fantasy self

with the people

in the real world

 and to find other creatures like yourself

to feel maybe a bit less alone

or weird

to see, feel, live

like they all do, too

to lose your mind

or breath

hopefully without doing things that aren't

too unforgivable for yourself